I have often felt that giving meant I would endeavor to give more than enough so that the receiving one felt special and recognized as worthwhile in a world that seemed stingy in that department. My personal goals, in the end, were more self serving and selfish rather than honest and kind. I thought my intentions were of the highest standard. It fluffed up my self esteem and provided the wonderful by-product of gratitude and appreciation from the receiver.
I now check my motivations and am endeavoring to redirect my actions with true sincerity and kindness rather than looking for affirmation of self. It's not easy but it is the kindest thing to be just enough, real and clear in intention and action. Treating people with grace and compassion are qualities I strive for. Using people and situations to bolster my own image is not.
I pray for this adjustment so I become one of those that truly can generate the best energy towards my fellow man and thereby experience the deep meaning of love and kindness.
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