Identity Vs Ego

Identity vs Ego

In my attempt to discover practical spiritually, I've run up against the conundrum of distinguishing what is identity and what is ego.  In the realm of spiritual pursuit,  knowing the difference is imperative if I am to grow and develop in my awareness and chosen behavior. 

As far I can see, ego seems to be the mutable persona, the personal representation that needs to be recognized, nurtured and sustained by and in the world.  It seems to reshape itself according to its effectiveness through successes or failures, and the responses, rewards, or devastation that is experienced after revealing itself through thought, action, or words. It adapts and changes according to needs or desires. I don't believe it can exist or thrive without the fuel from encounters with others. Any stimulus, positive or negative, fuels its adaptation in order to preserve the balance of the continuous challenge of ego preservation and control. But its primary usefulness seems to be more directed at either isolating and protecting a weaker side or dominating and controlling from a more desirous and insensitive position.  Either way, it takes on the shape of a "costume" or "weapon of choice" necessary for survival and safety.  Ego is the primary separator, the singular survivor, and the ultimate sponsor of actions, thoughts and feelings.   It is developed to seemingly protect the individual human singularity and is not willing to give up its stature or power to a higher unknown Source that might diminish its control. 

Identity, however, appears to be quite a different approach to finding self. It would seem that identity is defined by real and recognizable attributes or flaws that remain and exist, with or without recognition, motivation or even an attempt at creating an image in the mirrored eyes of others. Identity would seem to be the very part of us that remains true and unchangeable yet evolving, in response to the world. Our "face" or identity  is who we are and the ego is the makeup we wear to create our desired appearance. I imagine all things related to identity come from the inside out versus the ego.which is created for the outside, like a covering, in an attempt to protect and keep hidden what is vulnerable or undesirable to disclose. I believe finding, understanding, nurturing and developing my true identity helps me recognize my place and part in humanity and life as well as being integrated with the Divine Source of Goodness and Creation from which  I seek counsel, guidance, and inspiration.  I can be fearless, purposeful and peaceful when I've made my soul connection with the Source of my true identity.