From here until I disappear

Today I have an opportunity, a choice of Direction and perception. I'm in a very unique situation in life. I'm old enough to have done many things, productive, destructive, unexpected yet amazingly significant to being. Yet,  I am young enough to still have sufficient health to be a bit daring and adventurous with an opportunity to be as full of life as I can be with the least amount of things and personal desires. I have no path or roadmap now except under the influence of spiritual forces and designed living according to principles and purpose. The balance is now measured in how much I can see and feel rather how much I can amass as trophies to a successful life. What would be a measure of success for me is a carbon footprint that slowly disappears as I grow in breadth and depth of being and  a growing spiritual presence that consumes the walls of residual fear and frees my constricted heart.  My ultimate success would be as a planter of seeds of Hope and compassion that help fertilize the growth of human kindness.  And when it is time may my physical presence disappear like a gentle puff of smoke, floating back to whence it came.